Exordium:// Beginning

So finally in the mood to start blogging about my life again for the world to see. Well, whoever cares anyways. This is the beginning of the end of high school, the beginning of summer, the beginning of college, and of course, the beginning of this blog's life (may it be long and fruitful). Moving on...

I wanna believe in a being up there. Someone who can look down, see me standing here searching the skies, and answer my questions. I just want to know why some things happen the way they do. Why does she have to go through more right now? Right when I'm leaving. Why is it that I must leave when she needs me the most? Not that she'll admit it after all, being such a strong willed person. Yet, I can't help but look to the future with uncertainty. What lies waiting for us? For all of us? If there is a being up there looking down on me, I wish that person would give me a sign, an answer, anything.

Can't really think straight these days. I've been wondering if all these thoughts cooped up in my heads won't cause me to implode one day. Been thinking about him, not more than usual, but I thought I should note that for future references. I've been thinking about my bestie too, such a kind girl, I hope her rainy days are soon over, I hope she will be strong when I'm gone next year. Well, of course she will, but it is in my nature to be worried over the slightest of details, isn't it now?