Looking back

December 23rd, 2006 @ 9:43 PM

But remember, if you cry for someone, they aren't worth it, you need someone who won't make you cry to begin with. But not everyone can be lucky, and the rest of us, well, we still have hope. Even though sometimes that hope is invisible, just remember, hope never dies, it's still there somewhere deep down waiting for a chance to prove itself. That's what I need right now; a chance to prove myself. It doesn't do me any good to hope anymore, but if I get a chance, then for sure, that dreams can come true. But remember, no getting my hopes up high, they'll just be crushed again and again.


I went to my old blog and looked everything up. It's amazing how different I thought of things before. I seemed so shallow back then. Was it just me without all the experiences that I experienced after? It could be. I've kept my same concept of hope though, which brought a smile to my face, even when I say that I won't hope, I won't say it again, I still end up doing because it's just that part of me. Course, I wasn't really good at following my advice of never getting my hopes up high, and I've been crushed a lot since then. Still, why didn't I look back to this post when I needed it? I'm sure it would have given me strength to get through what I needed to get through. Rambling again.