Standing Outside the Circle

So I had a talk yesterday, because I was curious. I seem a bit invasive. Intrusive. Interfering. Still, I guess with coaxing and encouragement, I found that I really wanted to ask anyways. Of course, nothing was answered, but then again, something was answered. If that makes any sense at all. Today, I go off to the beach, off to a smashing time with my favorite part of the world. How I long for the sweet smell of the ocean and the texture of warm sand between my toes, eager to bury themselves in the tiny specks. How I want the wind to tease at my hair and kiss my face with its coolness while the sun shines proudly over the scene. It seems that I too need some escape time. I wonder if I will revert back inwards today or will I be brave enough to be social. I'll probably be brave enough after I warm up. Maybe someone who shares my love of the ocean will come forth and we can revel at the splendor that is around us, become good friends due to this bond, and continue to talk long after we leave the beach behind. Well, I feel very hopeful today. Yet again, that word, hope. I'm going to go through all my blogs and outline it in red or something. That way I can count how many times it comes up in my thoughts.

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Well, done going through my blogs and there have been a big difference in the number of times I've used hope. Less so before a certain date, and more so after it. Seems just right, justifies that something has made me incredibly hopeful. It seems weird going through my old blogs as well, I mean, it seems as though everything happened so long ago, but then I look back and notice that it has only been a few weeks. So much has happened in such a short amount of time. Curious. Maybe I am moving too fast for my own good. Time to slow down, take it easy, and enjoy the day. Because that is what I should do.